I haven’t been on in awhile. Dealing with some shit and didn’t want to VTB. Made a list of New Years Resolutions. I will post them later. My husband and I are spending New Years Eve at home. I am making homemade Tacos with Mexican rice and refried beans. Gonna make Strawberry Daiquiris to ring in the New Year. I make the best. Apple cider for my husband, who doesn’t drink. I also bought a small bistro white rasberry cake for dessert. We have a ton of poppers left over from 4th of July, so we’re gonna do it up right. I may crash before midnight. I am still not feeling well and I feel drained. Luckily, my husband is of tomorrow, so I will get to sleep in. We also have Family and Christmas pics tomorrow. I really want to take Bianca to the snow again. She love love loves it. I can’t wait until she is older and can have a snowball fight and learn how to snowboard. She is gonna be our little sports junkie. Watch out, Lisa Leslie!!! Your about to be replaced. LOL. Well gonna start dinner. I love love love tacos. Get in my belly. LMAO.
Don’t talk about me bitch
And if you doubt me bitch
You better out me bitch
I’m throwed off slightly cunt
Don’t wanna fight me cunt
I’m fast as lightning cunt
Ya better use ya Nike’s cunt” —TI KING with my own special twist
I guess it’s time to find new friends again. I am lonely and bored. Amanda is awesome but, she is always with her bf and gf. She and I have never fought. Everything is always laid back and mellow. I broke my phone last night and won’t have my new one until tomorrow. I watched a video of a friend and thought she was cool, but it turns out we don’t get along. It’s a shame. She is a sweet girl, but when two people don’t mesh well, it’s best to let it be. My husband asked me how I could be friends with some on like that. I told him, because she is unique and different. She really lost her shit, tonight. She used my personal life against me, which is a definite no-no in my book. We have had so much bad blood that there is no way it would work out. I will be honest, I don’t want to make anymore friends. I got to much going on in my life for new friends. I will rekindle the ones I already have. Friends I have know for years, who actually get my personality. No offense, Tummie, you have been great, but I will be starting a new blog for the New Year. One that no one is privy to.
Strawberry Daiquiri + Ipad2 = A very good time ;-)
It’s been a long day. Jeff came home early so we could run some errands. We went to Tukwila to eat lunch at Pita Pit. We love love love Pita Pit. We also went to Starbucks for delicious hot cocoa. They make the best. I broke myself last night. After I removed the SD card, of course. It was having issues and I have had about enough, so I removed the SD card and beat the fuck out of it with my cane. I was so up set because I thought I had lost all my pics that I have taken since the day I went to the hospital to have Bianca. I was balling my eyes out. Today I went to RadioShack to by a SD card reader. I am so glad I did because I was able to download all my pics from it. I am so glad they are safe. I might actually of killed myself over losing all of my pics. To play it safe, I will have to upload my pics more often. Anyways, I just ordered my new phone. A Droid Bionic. it will be here tomorrow. I can’t wait. I hate not having a phone, but at least I have my IPad 2. :-) I am still have headaches, dizziness, and nausea. I think I am going to go in and have my Dr do a complete work up. Well gonna eat some dinner and watch mine and my husband’s new show. Maybe even get to bed early.
I broke my phone and cannot be reached. I can only be contacted by FB or Tumblr. Hopefully, I will have a new phone soon. Sorry for the inconvenience.
I am so overwhelmed with feeling and emotions about everything. I promised Jeff, come the New Year, I wouldn’t start any new projects that I don’t intend to finish. There are so many things I want to do, but I just can’t. Even my Dr, who did my evaluation asked me not to take anymore on. It makes me tired just thinking about it. I think I am going to shut my website down and clear out everything I have. I am just not business oriented. I need to talk to Jeff about it first, though. I need to focus on other things like my husband and daughter, playing my guitar, reading, blogging, and losing weight. Its time for me to start feeling better. Come the New Year, Bianca and I going to start our day at 8am. More play dates. Maybe even start a small play group. Well, its 11pm so I am heading to bed. I have a terrible headache. I haven’t had headaches in several years.
How the music can free her, whenever it starts.
And it’s magic, if the music is groovy.
It makes you feel happy like an old-time movie.
I’ll tell you about the magic, and it’ll free your soul.
But it’s like trying to tell a stranger ‘bout rock and roll.” —The Lovin’ Spoonful
Sitting here watching TV. Just finished all my Christmas cards. Gonna take them to the post office tomorrow. Along with the package I need to send to my sister. Went to Target to check out the sales. Bought some awesome stuff. I have been trying to find this 6 piece baby doll set and I found the last one at Target. It is normally $40 and I got it for $17. I was stoked!!! Now me and Bianca can play baby dolls all day. I also got Jeff a 44oz thermos for work. He loves it. Went to Best Buy to get my I Pad 2 and it was a fucking mad house. Decided to order my I Pad 2 online. It will be here Thursday. Not sure how I will feel about it, but we will see. I found a rainbow cover for it that makes me more excited to get it. I also found a matching phone cover. =D I am pretty lonely. I need some girl time. Amanda has a gf now, so I don’t hear from her as often. I guess I am on my own again. I have lost more friends in the last 2 years, then I have in my entire life. Making friends as an adult really sucks. I think I am going to start doing me. I have a lot of plans for next year, so I really wont have time for friends, I guess. I need to make a list of my resolutions for next year. Well I am gonna get off her for the night. I am exhausted.